I run alone in the night
Buried in my thoughts
In my secret garden to be found
Roses on walls, on ground, in my hair
Running in my thoughts with wings on my back
Love is bitter and dyes my roses red
My secret garden’s white roses…
I hide from truth, from lies, from anything that hurts
I sang for the moon to listen and for the sun to love me
I sang for the night to hug me but the day just hurt me
I hide deep in my roses, painted with care
Blue for love, blue for fake
Red for passion, red for blood
Wind brings hair in my face
My last white rose is dying in my hands
I am closing the gates in my secret place
Contaminated with lies an
No iron was made to hold him back
No iron was made to cage her in
The road was open
But she didn’t like running
Suddenly she had to change
Suddenly all changed
No heart was enough
Waiting was an option
Not a choice though
She chose the waiting
And she kept waiting always on a cliff
The water took away everything that was real
She was not scared of her empty shell
She never thought that her heart was made from darkness
She was only scared for him
For the things that hurt him
For the things he would never tell
For the things he would choose to deal without her
Cause no iron was made to hold him back
No iron was made to cage her in
He chos
She felt that the pain was too much
The tears were denying to appear
She looked at the mirror that was reflecting her bed
This war was over
She did not knew who won
She could never guess
Was it even a war?
Or a dream?
A vacant dream, with vacant eyes and empty hopes
She kept reading the words
again and again
Every time the pain grew bigger
That is how it was supposed to be
Her time has passed
All had to be arranged
All had to be settled
And she did it
and he knew it
and it never even mattered
I held your hand through days of fire
Cause I felt you are the only one I love
I stood and stare you with the other
cause I felt I am the one that must be strong
Now that we know and feel and see
Now that the air is more than free
I watch you sleeping after confessions
Smiling silently without rejections
I give a promise cause is me
Cause promises is all I can keep
That when you sleep and dream and be
in the land of the mind that no one can see
I will come like a shadow from a cloud
Like a ray that escapes from the moon
To kiss your dreams so no one can hurt you
The two I love are all in you
The bad and the good
The cruel and the angel
We ar
A drunken night the witch was flying above the city
The city of the lost souls
Singing a song to herself
For the love she so cherished
Alcohol was singing with her
Telling to her truths she was denying to see
Truths that she was denying to touch
The pain was getting stronger
The witch was getting drunk
An eyesore for the strangers
A failure for her own friends
The witch was flying too high
Her voice was too cracked
Her heart became too dark
But the dark became emptiness
The feelings became memories
And only one word was flying with her
WHY....
Why you are so cold?
Why you are so weak?
Why you are so empty?
Why you are so cruel?
A drunken nig
That ray of sun is all mine
I dont wanna share it
I dont wanna give it
I smile inside my pain
That ray of sun is my hope
The promise that I might get over you
The contract that I might be able to live without you
I signed it and I wait for it to be fullfilled.
That ray of sun
I wont offer it to you
I gave you all my sun
And you managed to make it
A cold and dark planet
That ray of sun
Is all mine
I love me now
Not you
I think of me now
Not you
I embrace myself now
Not you
That ray of sun
is my return ticket to life.
I will need nobody
I will love nobody
I will care for nobody
Just me and my ray of sun
Dancing on a sunset's path
Take a zip
It wont hurt you
Look at its colour
Red as a ruby
Shallow slowly
Feel its sweet burn
Just one zip
I wont ask you to drink more
The drop is traveling in your throat
Seducing your taste
Luring your senses
Close your eyes
Sweet air of grapes
Wrapping your body
Feel it love
And then ask for more
Red roses blooming on your lips
Cracked smile of an endless pain
Take a zip
It wont hurt you
Wash away your feelings
Dance on red wine
It can deceit you....that you actually have a heart...
I run alone in the night
Buried in my thoughts
In my secret garden to be found
Roses on walls, on ground, in my hair
Running in my thoughts with wings on my back
Love is bitter and dyes my roses red
My secret garden’s white roses…
I hide from truth, from lies, from anything that hurts
I sang for the moon to listen and for the sun to love me
I sang for the night to hug me but the day just hurt me
I hide deep in my roses, painted with care
Blue for love, blue for fake
Red for passion, red for blood
Wind brings hair in my face
My last white rose is dying in my hands
I am closing the gates in my secret place
Contaminated with lies an
No iron was made to hold him back
No iron was made to cage her in
The road was open
But she didn’t like running
Suddenly she had to change
Suddenly all changed
No heart was enough
Waiting was an option
Not a choice though
She chose the waiting
And she kept waiting always on a cliff
The water took away everything that was real
She was not scared of her empty shell
She never thought that her heart was made from darkness
She was only scared for him
For the things that hurt him
For the things he would never tell
For the things he would choose to deal without her
Cause no iron was made to hold him back
No iron was made to cage her in
He chos
She felt that the pain was too much
The tears were denying to appear
She looked at the mirror that was reflecting her bed
This war was over
She did not knew who won
She could never guess
Was it even a war?
Or a dream?
A vacant dream, with vacant eyes and empty hopes
She kept reading the words
again and again
Every time the pain grew bigger
That is how it was supposed to be
Her time has passed
All had to be arranged
All had to be settled
And she did it
and he knew it
and it never even mattered
I held your hand through days of fire
Cause I felt you are the only one I love
I stood and stare you with the other
cause I felt I am the one that must be strong
Now that we know and feel and see
Now that the air is more than free
I watch you sleeping after confessions
Smiling silently without rejections
I give a promise cause is me
Cause promises is all I can keep
That when you sleep and dream and be
in the land of the mind that no one can see
I will come like a shadow from a cloud
Like a ray that escapes from the moon
To kiss your dreams so no one can hurt you
The two I love are all in you
The bad and the good
The cruel and the angel
We ar
A drunken night the witch was flying above the city
The city of the lost souls
Singing a song to herself
For the love she so cherished
Alcohol was singing with her
Telling to her truths she was denying to see
Truths that she was denying to touch
The pain was getting stronger
The witch was getting drunk
An eyesore for the strangers
A failure for her own friends
The witch was flying too high
Her voice was too cracked
Her heart became too dark
But the dark became emptiness
The feelings became memories
And only one word was flying with her
WHY....
Why you are so cold?
Why you are so weak?
Why you are so empty?
Why you are so cruel?
A drunken nig
That ray of sun is all mine
I dont wanna share it
I dont wanna give it
I smile inside my pain
That ray of sun is my hope
The promise that I might get over you
The contract that I might be able to live without you
I signed it and I wait for it to be fullfilled.
That ray of sun
I wont offer it to you
I gave you all my sun
And you managed to make it
A cold and dark planet
That ray of sun
Is all mine
I love me now
Not you
I think of me now
Not you
I embrace myself now
Not you
That ray of sun
is my return ticket to life.
I will need nobody
I will love nobody
I will care for nobody
Just me and my ray of sun
Dancing on a sunset's path
Take a zip
It wont hurt you
Look at its colour
Red as a ruby
Shallow slowly
Feel its sweet burn
Just one zip
I wont ask you to drink more
The drop is traveling in your throat
Seducing your taste
Luring your senses
Close your eyes
Sweet air of grapes
Wrapping your body
Feel it love
And then ask for more
Red roses blooming on your lips
Cracked smile of an endless pain
Take a zip
It wont hurt you
Wash away your feelings
Dance on red wine
It can deceit you....that you actually have a heart...
Alone she stands in twisted fire,
Below the crimson flames.
A tangled mess of tortured turmoil
With a bitter taste of blame.
Hug her and she'll warm your heart,
Before she burns it all apart.
A lonely soul on a path of grey
You can tell she's been,
Where the ashes all lay.
Dressed in rags of ash and fire
Atop her thrown of stone.
A lonely child screams on fire,
But they left her all alone.
she hates the world
She'll make them pay,
And burn it to the ground someday.
So I leave her there,
And there she'll stay.
I hope the hurt may go away.
A girl who played with fire.
A flame without a friend
She gave into desire,
It got her in the end.
She types the words slow.
Holding them close in her head,
She lets them all go.
And sighs..
The words just won't flow,
No matter how hard she tries.
Yet they echo in her head.
Like the broken up whispers,
That lie in her bed.
A past full of feelings, That bleed so strong.
A word from her head
could undo the wrongs.
..she opens her mouth
The earth starts to slow.
All light dims out,
Her eyes start to glow.
Everything is nothing
Just a glimpse, of future past.
But she can't keep up
Her dreams are just too vast.
A keystroke interrupts
Her thoughts
too fast.
So she types the words slow.
Guarding them in her
Gutter girl washed her dress,
In dirty water to look her best.
Combed her hair back with a comb,
Made from blue birds ribcage bone.
Bought a nice dress from a witch,
With human hair in every stich.
and also gave her glass kept shoes,
That shattered if were ever used.
Gutter girl went to the ball.
A party hosted at the mall.
Wanted to dance, to learn and sing.
Find what romance and love could bring.
But she was stopped
Right at the door
For she was too weird,
Too ugly,
And too poor.
She was tossed out to the street,
Her shoes then shattered beneath her feet.
The dress began to fall apart
Each peace ripped raw, straight from her heart
The sky
In My Own Little World by JaySmithe711, literature
Literature
In My Own Little World
With every thought,
And idea,
I just wish I could leave this place,
Move on to another,
I would be all alone,
In my own little world,
All my friends are imaginary anyway,
I would never be bored,
I would have a notebook,
I would write until my hand gave out,
I would be all alone,
In my own little world,
Poems of suicide,
Novels of romance,
My writings of anguish and revenge,
Would cease to end,
I would be all alone,
In my own little world,
My music,
Played with my guitar,
I'd sing,
I'd sing I couldn't sing anymore,
I would be all alone,
In my own little world